summer's already fading
I'm supposed to be 1000 miles away as well right now. Problem is that both of us seem to be as stubborn as I am. Can’t say who started it, but that doesn’t matter anyway. It resulted in me not booking the flight and V refusing communication. I could be angry with both of us. Instead, I’m just sad I didn’t manage to bend it.
While he stayed at my place he once texted I’m coming home. Most likely a language thing, but that’s how he got me. Simple as that.
Meanwhile, I met up with the photographer a couple times. While he is much closer to reality, he doesn’t come as close to warming my heart. No challenge, it’s all there. He wants to see me again and I’m getting ready to run.
The only new thing here is that it’s happening simultaneously.